My pulse quickens and my extremities tingle, as my fingers dance upon ebony keys. I have just finished one of those little touches, and I know my work is almost complete. What is a little touch? A little touch is more than just the words upon a page. It’s the middle layer, the ivory between black, the alternate possibility that opens the door into a hidden realm. A realm where all is not what it seems. A realm immersed in bright, white light.
Creating those little touches is why I write. It’s also why I get behind on deadlines, and forget to submit my work. The problem you see is that I always want just a little bit more. One meaning is good, two is better, and three is quite divine. Even then, though, it is hard to quit. Four, five, six, why not? By some estimates, English has more than a million words—almost all of which have multiple meanings. This, of course, means there is inevitably another word that may convey your message more effectively and there is almost always more meaning to be squeezed out of each word.
Still, though, one must be careful. There is a big difference between a Kubrick who bides time to create masterpieces and a Lucas who continually destroys his original genius by indefinitely reimagining and recreating it. No, you definitely don’t want to be the latter. Just ask poor Greedo about that. On the other hand, who doesn’t want to be like Kubrick? I suppose that explains why so many good film makers have copied him over the years. Trouble is, not everyone can be. Sometimes you just have to know when enough is enough.
As for me, the time has come to put the finishing touches on something that I have been working on for quite some time now. If this year is kind, it will see the last little touch come before the stroke of midnight on this year’s last day. If it is divine, it may come just a tad bit earlier. Thirty-some-odd minutes would do.
For now, I sit and ponder. How shall it all end? There are a few good contenders, but like Frost I know it will all come down to fire and ice. Both are tantalizing, but only one covers everything in a layer of white. I suppose it will just have to suffice.